"I once vowed never to invest too much emotion into anyone."

So i have to go sign up for school tomorrow, which sucks. Summer went by so fast, Weird because im grounded right now. Besides being grounded i had a great summer. I didnt do anything i set out to do but i guess thats okay. I can get it done during the year. Im not looking forward to having a job but i dont really have a choice.

 

peace.

-mya

 

 

 

 

 

I havent written or done anything on this in a while so i thought it was about fuckign time i did.

i dunno what to write thoe.

im currently sunburtn and excited for warped.

Sorry if it takes me forever to get back to you or except a request i never get on this thing.

im not even to sure how to work it.

peaceeeeeee

Mya

 

 

what i want in life is to be uncomfortable, oogled over, hit on, harassed, & USED by everyone i know....and everywhere i go. this should go on for years until the point comes where i am raped. brutally. traumatized.
after this, i should think i have recovered to be knocked around like a punching bag. hit me, smack me, push me, throw me, choke me...teach me a lesson. i'm just a whore right? i'm the whore when you can't see that i care about you. I'm the slut when you string women along making us all think the same thing (that you care for us) when you don't. I'm a cunt when you only think about yourself...ironicly, you always choose the worst one for you.

years shall pass...
and i shall recover (again)
to be married, and imprisoned into a suburban home to cook, clean, and drive our spoiled asshole little kids around. I shall do this until I die.



man, that sounds good.

I know I've written about this a whole lot, but i cant help it.
Im so glad to finally have solid friends.
That i know they have my back no matter what.
I cant wait to spend my summer with juliah, allison and destini.Im so fucking excited, i cant even express.
everyone hates us because were so loud and crazy.
were all different and yet the same, I think thats why were such good friends.
im the happest ive ever been.
me and destini beatign each other up and suffering threw math class, i also get to watch her get thrown out alot.
Me and allison with our hippie selves and oud our sewing.
Juliah, mhmmmm
poor thing has been grounded SO long. I cant wait for her ass to be set free and its hair dye and wapred tour.

she said DONT MAKE A BUZZ NET

but i did it anyway,

cuz im THAT cool.