Myamae's Journals

goodbye summer

So i have to go sign up for school tomorrow, which sucks. Summer went by so fast, Weird because im grounded right now. Besides being grounded i had a great summer. I didnt do anything i set out to do but i guess thats okay. I can get it done during the year. Im not looking forward to having a job but i dont really have a choice.

peace.

-mya

hmmmmmm

I havent written or done anything on this in a while so i thought it was about fuckign time i did.

i dunno what to write thoe.

im currently sunburtn and excited for warped.

Sorry if it takes me forever to get back to you or except a request i never get on this thing.

im not even to sure how to work it.

peaceeeeeee

Mya

sakdiopwqj

what i want in life is to be uncomfortable, oogled over, hit on, harassed, & USED by everyone i know....and everywhere i go. this should go on for years until the point comes where i am raped. brutally. traumatized. after this, i should think i have recovered to be knocked around like a punching bag. hit me, smack me, push me, throw me, choke me...teach me a lesson. i'm just a whore right? i'm the whore when you can't see that i care about you. I'm the slut when you string women along making us all think the same thing (that you care for us) when you don't. I'm a cunt when you only think about yourself...ironicly, you always choose the worst one for you. years shall pass... and i shall recover (again) to be married, and imprisoned into a suburban home to cook, clean, and drive our spoiled asshole little kids around. I shall do this until I die. man, that sounds good.

Life right now

I know I've written about this a whole lot, but i cant help it. Im so glad to finally have solid friends. That i know they have my back no matter what. I cant wait to spend my summer with juliah, allison and destini.Im so fucking excited, i cant even express. everyone hates us because were so loud and crazy. were all different and yet the same, I think thats why were such good friends. im the happest ive ever been. me and destini beatign each other up and suffering threw math class, i also get to watch her get thrown out alot. Me and allison with our hippie selves and oud our sewing. Juliah, mhmmmm poor thing has been grounded SO long. I cant wait for her ass to be set free and its hair dye and wapred tour.

hahaha allison

she said DONT MAKE A BUZZ NET

but i did it anyway,

cuz im THAT cool.